I don't have a long post today--I just wanted to get a few thoughts down.
Pete and I are preparing to meet with Pastor regarding our new position leading worship in our church. I'm not ready. I don't know how to worship yet. I don't know how men/women are supposed to relate in the leadership of a church yet. I'm afraid. And I want to spend the weekend at home. Last week--I even went to church just because it was the thing to do.
The only thing running through my head about worship today is that I need to do it. I feel like Satan has laid me open for an all-out attack, and I don't know how to call on the name of Jesus right now. I don't remember how to pray. But my heart is quietly calling over and over, "Alleluia."
Abba, Father, Lord, Sustainer... Alleluia. Alleluia. Alleluia.
Thank you for calling my heart to You.
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